I recently broke up with her, and it wasn't very peaceful. I am sure that she was somehow trying to cheat me. After a day of silent treatment (we don't see each other a lot, we chat via Internet), I told her that I can NOT bear the thought and we need to separate at once.
Following my anger, I didn't read what she said and instantly deleted all her messages, blocked her on my social networks and ever since trying to forget her.
Yesterday, my friends told me that she somehow threatened to kill herself "if he (me) doesn't come back". It is obvious that if God-forbidden she ever does that, I'll be in deep trouble.
Here's the things I considered, which they don't work:
- Calling her family. Strictly impossible. The situation here (Iran) is way more complicated than you think it is.
- Calling her friends. She isn't very social and as far as I know, she doesn't have more than 1 or 2 close friends and I don't know them and I suppose they don't, either.
- Talking to her. No way, until I'm sure that she's serious about her decision.
What do I do now?
About seeking professional considerations: I already tried to consider a psychologist, but he refuses to help unless he can talk to my ex, which is not possible at this moment. She doesn't answer to strangers' messages.
P.S.: English is not my first language, there might be mistakes in this text. I hope you forgive my mistakes :-).