I have a dinner with friends from university and I don't know what to talk about with them or how to participate in the conversations they are having. I feel that I can't just say what comes to my mind because I feel that it is something weird. I am worried that if I say something they will think that I am weird but on the other hand I think that when they notice that I don't talk they will think that I am weird and it makes me very anxious.
The dinner is with my boyfriend that I am comfortable with, but not so much with the rest of them. I want to feel part of the group but I don't know how.