Me and my Godmother have known each other for a year. During a year, she has helped me a lot, unconditionally love me and support me. We always help each other.
However, two weeks ago, we had a serious argument, which was about she wants to take a break and have space as she has to fix the issue between her and her husband, in the meantime, she has to help her brother.
However, she also told me her husband doesn't like me, he said something very bad about me. At that time, I was upset and mad. I felt hurt about the way her husband has treated me. Also, I was afraid of she will abandon me. Then I was out of control and shouting at her, questioning her. I was hoping we can discuss it calmly, however, I expressed my feeling in a improper way.
Unfortunately, I didn't understand her difficulty. I emotionally pushed her to the corner, she is overwhelmed and very sick. Until now, we haven't talked to each other (she has blocked my number, unfollowed and unfriend me from social media). She even said I'm not her Goddaughter. Yesterday was my birthday, I didn't receive any messages from her.
I really don't know what I can/should do to rebuild our relationship. As I really hope she can address the issue between her and her husband. Also we can mend our relationship.
So, how can I apologize and have a discussion with her in order to fix our relationship?