My girlfriend and I are in our 25's. We live in the same city in Indonesia.
Recently, our relationship hit a problem. Last night, we were chatting about our goals. I would really like her to be my wife. As a man looking for a wife, I think it's normal for me to want to know about her better. We spoke about her past and it seems she has a quite dark past.
Before me, she was in a relationship with someone that only wanted her for her body. She told me that now she has changed and became a better woman.
I tested her by asking her to give me a little kiss. I know that she does not want to kiss me until we get married. After that, she told me her heart was broken and said that I am not appreciative of her rules etc.
I tried to apologize but she ignores me. When I chat with her, she sometimes messages me back but not like she did before. It was kinda flat and cold.
So, how do I apologize to her and show that I'm serious with her?