I am a 20 yr old university student, pretty much matured.
The story begins 2 years ago when our uni new admissions was started, at that new batch I saw a girl and I've found her so attractive that I couldn't resist staring at her, it was just like she brings colors in my life. My Each uni day became a new day it was just something that was never happened before so called "i fall in love with her".
But there were some 'terms and conditions' of my religion which I couldn't cross and I am very strict to follow those obligations. My religion can't allow me to stare, follow, make unnecessary discussions or to make any relationship with her without marriage. Not because our religion discriminates between girls and boys but rather because it respects girls.
So I decided to focus at my studies instead of chasing her. In those two years, many boys came and went in her life. I knew they were all cheating on her, I literally caught them and I've tried to tell her indirectly many times. But the girl is very innocent, I am not pretty sure wether she didn't understand or she pretends she doesn't.
At that time I wanted to be married with her due to her innocence, prettiness and I feel something like that she was not like others and I do what I can within my boundaries. But every time I face failure i am a topper don't like that failure term but i face it.
My parents are pretty wealthy, where the girl was from middle class family. When I told my father about her he made a condition that he will marry me with her if I took gold medal at graduation. he was at my side but i think he didn't believe on early marriages I am from a that country where we have to follow the culture before taking those kind of steps and I can't go against him.
When I told him he was first very disappointed from me because I took that decision so early against his expectations, but somehow we had settled on that condition.
To meet that condition, I must sacrifice many of my activities and her. and I know I can get that gold medal at my graduation.
it was my final year but when it came to that far I found out something about her that she was going to be committed with someone else the guy of our university & i was not sure about it .
For that I created a fake Facebook account and confess to her,but now i think i had made a mistake but she didn't care much about it. Instead when she and her friends sees me they present a unpleasant laugh at me every time, just like she knows it was me. And since then she has started to meet more with that uni guy, which I don't really like.
she is everything for me & i respect her,we had a mutual understanding like she personally came to me many times to take my help at her final semester projects.likewise we had attended many uni competitions together and every time i appointed her my partner & we had won all of it,many times she also came at my house to work at the project.& every time she was doing fine.but after that passing that unpleasant smile,just like bullying me,was not acceptable. due to me she got all that applause certificates and trophies now that she was doing with me in return.
At one time I was so frustrated I thought to just go and just say at her face that "You are a bitch. You don't deserve a good, noble and innocent man, so what you are laughing at me or yourself", but i didn't do it because I respect her.
I am 6.3 feet, good looking, charming, attractive and everyone loves me I didn't know why she can't.
Before that I don't do anything wrong. i want some positive suggestions.how to patch up again with her